Multiple personalities, human, both?
At various times during my college career at Woodbury University (Burbank, CA), I would say, "IF I could be anything, I would be a writer." I followed my heart (sarcasm) and ended up getting a Bachelors of Business Administration Accounting degree with a minor in Anthropology. Eventually I earned a Certified Public Accountant Certificate. I worked in public accounting for almost five years. Although I did some writing during my years in public accounting, I didn't write about one of the things that I wanted to write about: my TRUTH. The "higher ups" in public accounting didn't exactly love it when I wrote or even spoke my truth.
Have you ever had the feeling that you were EXACTLY where you're supposed to be EXACTLY when you were supposed to be there? You can feel that way ALL the time.
With a lot of support from friends and family, I decided to start writing my truth on this blog, for me, and if you get something from it, that's important too!
At multiple points in my life and recently more purely and intensely, I have felt what I'll describe as, "the universal vibe." Some religions may refer to this FEELING as the "Holy Spirit," or the "soul." You can call it god, call it confidence, call it love, call it whatever you WANT, I'm "surrounded by the comfort AND protection of the HIGHEST power" (thank you Savage Garden). One part they may have omitted is that this comfort and protection, not only surrounds me, but flows through me.
This power is an energy that is infinite, it flows within me infinitely AND infinitely all around me. You have it too, within you AND around you, for we are the universe and a part of the universe at the same time. At different points in my life, I've experienced and controlled this energy to manipulate both positive and negative things in my life (some call this "manifesting"). It wasn't until I discovered the power of TRUTH that I was able to feel the full force of this energy flowing through me and all around me.
With TRUTH and understanding, my life has transformed from a mundane state to a purposeful and energetic state. Before my truth journey, I was what most people would label (judge) as depressed; I was void of feeling and energy. I felt like I wasn't living my life, I was in a movie and watching my life go by. At this moment, I feel like I am fulfilling my purpose in life.
Everyone in life can (IF they so choose) have a UNIVERSAL purpose: to advance mankind from where it was when they were born to where it ends up when they die. How we go about fulfilling our universal purposes can be different depending our unique talents and individual characteristics which creates an infinite "number" of possible outcomes in human life.
When I selected the pictures for the collage in my about me picture (shown above, in case I change it), I picked six! No one picture can capture all of me, all of who I am, even six can be far cry from the number of "hats" I wear or have worn throughout my life; I venture to believe that "number" is closer to infinity. I'm a mom yes, but do I have mom energy when I'm shaking my butt at a rave? I'm a student, but let me teach you a thing or two. I'm a writer, AND I love myself a good book. You get the idea, I'm SOME of the things SOME of the times, some times I'm multiple things at the same time. So do I have multiple personalities OR do I just not fall into the same box every time you see me? You have your perspective, I have mine, and there are infinite others, but sometimes the TRUTH lies somewhere in the middle, somewhere in the center.
Earlier I talked about my life being purposeful (meaningful) and since I've opened up to TRUTH, the energy of the universe has guided me and put me exactly where I need to be, exactly when I need to be there without any manipulation on my part. I chose six pictures on my phone, one of which was taken the day I put the collage together. Unintentionally, I have short hair in three of the pictures and long hair in the other three. I have curly hair in three, and straight hair in three. I'm intoxicated in three of these pictures and sober in the other three. I didn't do this on purpose, I merely took a selfie, then went through my old selfies and clicked away until I felt at peace. I did not seek out to choose six or have this variety, it was coincidental, but sometimes I am able to see the purpose of these "coincidences" in my life.
Even the number of pictures, six, that number reminds me that right now at this moment in time, the last thing Tom Brady did in his "professional" NFL career was throw a pick SIX. I don't like it when people cheat. I think Tom Brady has intentionally (that's my perspective) cheated in the past. He might tell you a different story, but the TRUTH, the real truth is somewhere in the middle.
Cheating is a sin (I like to call these mistakes). Cheating distorts reality. We can examine the cheating of the Astros in the 2017 World Series. I am a Dodgers' fan. I personally do NOT want the 2017 World Series title to go to the Dodgers; I just want it to be vacated. One fact is that some of the players on the Huston Astros cheated, but another fact is that the Dodger did not play well in Game 7 and lost that game fair and square. No analyst (not even this CPA over here), no matter how "good" they are with numbers can with an abiding conviction say what "would have" happened if they didn't cheat. It's in the past, it's history and entirely unrepeatable. With anything less than a time machine, all you have is speculation (opinion).
National sports' organization that turn a blind eye or are "too soft" with their punishments when it comes to cheating, might want to consider the perspective of children. Sometimes my son plays sports in park leagues. He's playing basketball currently, but has played various sports in the past. Some coaches tell the kids to have a fun AND clean game. Some children who are caught cheating get punished and even kicked off the team. The national organizations making these decisions may want to keep in mind that they are setting an example not just for themselves, but for these "young" minds too. I was told from early on, "cheaters never win and winners never cheat." That hasn't always been the case in our "professional" sports' organizations.
Lying, cheating, stealing, etc. (sins/mistakes) can be different ways of controlling energy. Now as I said earlier, I felt and even controlled this energy in the past, but the energy that I feel after starting my TRUTH journey is infinitely more powerful than anything I've ever felt before.
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